I don't know how much more I can take...

[Neocorteqz]

I've lost my Kids, I've lost my wife. I've lost everything that matters to me. I have no car, I have no home (living with Rents).

what good is trying to do anything good if this is what I get in return?

[Neocorteqz]

You know I dunno why I even try to be nice... She'll just keep trying to upset me anyway she can.

[TheGeekRedneck]

You know I dunno why I even try to be nice... She'll just keep trying to upset me anyway she can.

Exactly man, exactly. She's using you, your love for your kids, and quite frankly your love for her to hurt you in the most painful way she can manage.

At the very least don't give her the satisfaction of seeing you hurt because I guarantee you she's getting off on it. At this point she's trying to figure out how much more collateral damage she can do.

Quite frankly it sounds like if she continues in the path she's headed she may not have custody of your children much longer. (Reckless lifestyle and whatnot)